| this is for you live journal... |
[08 Feb 2006|11:26am] |
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I'm sorry for I have neglected you. In the past you were there for me. In my need to vent, cry, laugh, shout or whatever else I needed to get out. You allowed me to write down all of my thoughts and feelings and you never judged me for it. Thank you. I just wanted to let you know, that you are not forgotten. I'm sure that we will meet again, and it will be fantastic. I'm sure this is just a phase that I'm going through to find myself. It will soon all pass, and we shall be reunited once more. Until then, I bid you farewell and give you thanks for everything. Thank You.
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| get a life! |
[16 Jan 2006|08:31pm] |
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golden globe awards |
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it really irritates me when people eaves drop on conversations that don't even involve them.
last night i went out with cooper and while we were waiting for our food to arrive these two girls decide to butt into our convo. they thought we were being racist towards the jewish because coop brought up some orthodox, jewish, reggae rap artist so they immediately assumed we were making fun of them. people should just mind their own business, especially if they don't know what the conversation is about. we couldn't even enjoy our meal because they were listening in on the ENTIRE time, even when we had already changed the subject. every topic we brought up they had their own opinions on it, as if they couldn't have their own conversation, but had to use ours as an excuse for them to talk. i had never encountered anything like that in my life. we didn't understand how someone can be so bitchy and annoying only for mere spite because they didn't like what we were talking about. it was childish and immature and as much as i would've enjoyed to smash her face into a wall, i'm glad i didn't, otherwise i'd be stooping down to her level and it really wouldn't have been worth it.
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[20 Dec 2005|11:01am] |
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soul meets body - death cab for cutie |
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I need to catch up with some friends I haven't seen/talked to real bad. it's a must in the next month or so.
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[05 Sep 2005|05:10pm] |
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PERSONAL
1. Name:
2. Place of residence:
3. What makes you happy:
4. What are you listening to now/last listened to:
5. Do you read my journal:
6. If you do, what are the bits that stand out as particularly good or bad:
7. Interesting fact about yourself that I don't know:
8. Are you in love at the moment (have you ever?) or have a crush:
9. Favorite spot/place to be:
10. Your favorite lyrics (poetry or song):
11. Your favorite thing about yourself, looks and personality:
12. Favorite season and/or decade:
13. Are you artsy, are you elitist:
14. One thing you would like to do with a bf/gf:
15. What are you passionate about:
RECOMMEND
1. A movie:
2. A book:
3. Artist/band, song and album:
4. Any sort of art to admire:
5. Something new to experience:
PLUS
1. Your favorite thing about me:
2. Something I should improve about myself:
3. Two things you like about yourself:
4. If we have mutual LJ friends, tell me what you like about them:
5. Put this in your own journal so I can tell you what I like about you.
I'm totally bored..entertain me. :]
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[30 Aug 2005|02:46am] |
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adams song - blink 182 |
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God damn.
myspace is like a freakin' phone book with pictures.
EVERYONE on the planet has one..That's crazy.
I don't like it when I see little kids with them...especially if they're dressed all slutty and whatnot.
yesterday I did absolutely NOTHING! it was such a lazy make it a movie night type of deal. SO depressing.
mmmm today I want to do something exciting/adventureous/spontaneous/AWESOME! YESSS! awwwhh I miss Kenny! well perhaps I'll call him while i'm doing whatever it is that im' doing and it will be fun and I will take LOTS of pictures to post. nice.
I need sleep now, lots of it too. my lack of sleep has made me irritable and cranky. I hate it!
p.s. I think that slowly but surely I'm falling for YOU....
goodnight.
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| whooaa! |
[18 Jul 2005|04:17am] |
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flipping of pages after i've read |
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I HAVE FOUND MY ALTER EGO!!! AND HER NAME IS MONICA!!!
thanks to mizz meagan underwood, she has allowed me to truly find myself: a complete bitch who cares about nothing nor anyone [meaning assholes] to put her down. she will truly destroy you! even if it means breaking you in half! annd this is all done by giving me tooooo much sugar. hah.
p.s.
i feel no need for sleep anymore.
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| forget about it... |
[18 Jul 2005|02:48am] |
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looots of thoughts rambling on in my head |
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I was having a conversation with vanessa about an arguement that i recently had with someone, and then it just occurred to me that it is stupid to argue over petty fights. I know that yes, sometimes small, insignifican, retarted disagreements make us feel upset at the time. but ahh i've come to notice that it's just plain stupid to get all worked up over something that you can just let go. it shouldn't matter. relax. breathe. and it'll all be over. i feel so accomplished over this and i wanted to let someone know about it, but no sleep was his first priority. but i wouldn't blame him, it's late. anyway i just thought this should be let out, especially since i've had waaaay too much sugar and have like 798132498513498431324841 thoughts running through my head at the moment.
okay byee*
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| it's killing me, forget about it... |
[11 Jul 2005|02:15am] |
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"everything happens for reasons, i just don't know"
i had a recent conversation with david a couple of nights ago. god it seems like forever since we last talked. it was nice. i missed him. he's probably the only guy that made me feel like a seventh grade love fool running around with butterflies in her stomach, but i liked it. the funny thing is, i never really understood what had happened between us, at least not until now. it turns out it was just a HUGE missunderstanding, in which we both thought it was because one was using the other, which totally wasn't true. we laughed about it, but then i was sad, i mean as much as i would love to start something again with him, i can't. it's just something that we have to put behind us and move on, but we'll always have those memories, which i'll cherish forever. they were AWESOME! HE was awesome. but i think i can safely say, that he's become one of my best friends and i'd rather keep him like that. i wouldn't want it any other way.
i need sleep now. good night.
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[26 Jun 2005|12:33am] |
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i pinky promise i'm still around ; ]
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| no more LJ |
[15 Apr 2005|04:27pm] |
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okay |
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"put the lime in the coke, you nut" jingle on tv. |
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i'm out.. bye!
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| let's play |
[13 Apr 2005|11:58am] |
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sitting, waiting, wishing - jack johnson |
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...a guessing game. i write and u have to guess what it is.
i make the world go round and round
i come in all shape and sizes
i even come in different colors too
sometimes i go well with water
and sometimes i need to go with food
sometimes people abuse me
using me more than four times a day
i sit in bottles and sometimes in your stomach
i am an invisible tissue to your nose
the protector of your public image
from making you not look disgusting during the day
what am i?
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| karma's a biatch! |
[04 Apr 2005|09:45am] |
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... and that's all i have to say on that.
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| nothing more nothing less |
[24 Mar 2005|01:18pm] |
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"Pieces"
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
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| abre los ojos. |
[16 Mar 2005|06:40pm] |
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things aren't always as they seem, i know. but i think i sometimes tend to pretend that everything is O.K. and I block out all of the bad so that it won't hurt me. does that make sense? ok well anyway the reason for this entry is simply just what the subject says.. to open my eyes. and pretty much face reality. everything's changed and that includes friends. i can pretend that everything is just peachy keen, but truth be told, it's not. my friends and i have just simply fallen apart. it's understandable, i mean we've all parted ways and not to mention just lost contact with eachother. that doesn't necessarily mean that we're never going to speak to eachother again, just that it's difficult at the moment.
....edit later
at times i wish everything was as it was, but others.. i'm glad that it's going the way it is. sometimes it's nice to just block it all out. and to just go to your "happy" place, (where ever that is).
i think i just overanalyze things way tooo much. i know i know i need to stop, but i just can't. it's who i am. and no one can ever change that with out my permission. alright, well that's enough for today. i need some sleep. tomorrow's another day, not to mention i work.. when don't i? so i need to rest. good night.
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| whatcha waitin' for? |
[22 Feb 2005|12:30am] |
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01. Name:
02. Age:
03. Where on earth do you live?:
04. What makes you happy?:
05. What have you been listening to lately?:
06. Are we friends?
07. How [did we become friends] & Why?:
08. Interesting fact about you:
09. Are you in love at the moment? [if yes, with whom?]:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite quote:
12. Will you post this in your LJ?:
13. Tell me why I should read your LJ:
14. Tell me why you read MY LJ:
i've drank milk, counted sheep, and just layed in bed.... but nope i STILL can't get to sleep! and to top it off, i work eaarrrly tomorrow, if i'm not tired right now, i'm sure i'll be feeling it by tomorrow.
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| A few things about me you should know... |
[16 Feb 2005|02:19pm] |
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phantom planet - california |
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Eleven ranndom things you like|
FOOD!
movies
friends
music
dancing
monkeys
lipgloss
shoes
boys
GREEN
adventures
|Ten good bands/artists|
American Rejects
Jack Johnson
Trapt
John Mayer
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Chevelle
Van Halen
Madonna
No Doubt
Violent Femmes
|Nine things about you ... physically|
Brunette
Petite
Button nose
Brown eyed beauty
Long curled Eyelashes
Naturally curly hair which I straighten
Tiniest pinky's
Short hair
Dimple located on the left side of my mouth
|Eight favorite foods/drinks|
Rasberry tea
Pink lemonade
Big Red
Anything Italian
Sirloin steak (medium rare
Ribs
Mash potatos with skin
Shrimp
|Six things you wear daily.|
Jeans
T-Shirts
Chancalas
Watch
Bra
Undies
|Six things that annoy you.|
Stupidity
Traffic!
Alarm Clocks
Rudeness
People who put up a front
Spiteness
|Five things you touch everyday.|
I bite my lip a lot.. does that count?
Hair
Keyboard
Phone
Steering wheel
|Four shows you watch.|
The O.C.
Life as we know it
That 70's show
Unfabulous
|Three people you have a crush on.|
Cohen <3
Ashton Kutcher
and this one's a secret 
|Two things you hate.|
Boredom
Having no money
|One thing you love.|
Anything beautiful in it's own unique way.
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| sara this is for youuuu |
[22 Jan 2005|10:50pm] |
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good day good day its your birthday have a bonzer of a day - the outback song hahaha
hope you're having fun with your gal pals.. so sorry i couldn't be there =\ but maybe next time.. besides you STILL need to come get your birthday present : ] anywayy call me later or something.. have funnn!!!
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| from a recent conversation.. |
[14 Jan 2005|12:35am] |
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i'm going to be alright... |
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shimmer - fuel |
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how do you know you're not the problem in the relationship?? .. who am i to say that it wasn't me all along? the one to cause everything wrong in my past relationships without even knowing it?
it's funny how someone can mention one small little detail and it makes sense to how everything else that surrounds you acts and treats you the way they do.
on another note.. i'd like to thank rudy so very much for his words of wisdom and i'm glad to have him as a friend.
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